Thursday, March 13, 2014

Hashtag Tucson



They caught Dillinger here-
still wild, still west
now it’s crowded with the
unwashed hipsters’ beards
the sunglasses hanging on V-necks
the “like likes”, the “YOLOs”
the instagrams of barefeet in sandals
navigating the 4th Avenue  train tracks
tattoo parlors, burlesque fliers
and Fanny Galore out on the sidewalk
with bums checking the trash cans for remnants,
reminiscent:legislating, discriminating,
but still gay, still  bustling
the storm is calm
just before the light turns purple
The Mountain is on Fire



It’s breathing and I’m raining;
tasting creosote in my soul.
In that old abandoned building
down town by Ronstadt Station
your pop punk band would play:
Chuck Taylors, candy colored beaded bracelets
and chick pants.

I miss those summers:
the De Anza drive-in,
Gates pass, Fruit Rollups,
above ground pools and
boom boxes.
Running barefoot over wet asphalt,
my jeans would cling to my thighs,
my red tank top soaked to my chest
we'd splash in the greasy rainwater.

Now it's July 4th
and the mountain is on fire.

Sixth Street Station

This jazz
is frantic.
Not for any reason,
Loud, squawking, baratoning, atoning,
twinkle tweaking,
guttural resonating- but not resigning-
certainly not
This jazz
said my poetry is real jazz
It's didactic
Poets are obsessed.
I told you
I'm frantic
in this smut punk subterranean Bohemia
where words did howl-
an echo
led by Beats in Berkeley in New York,
and on and on into the city lights
of this saxophone, sounds like a traffic accident
and I wonder if it would talk to the train
this horn to it's horn traveling through
time- away too long
but
still coming- my fingers on it’s lips
And in it’s mouth
quiet, confessing,
waiting, wanting,
this is why I have been writing.
But
Lyn Hejinian and I both agree
it doesn't matter.